I’ve lost myself! I’ve lost my motivation! I’ve lost my focus! Can you relate? Have you been there? Ever since the 5th/3rd my life has not gone as I would have thought. I thought finishing the race and doing better than I expected would have motivated me to keep going. Well life had other plans. Let’s just say it’s been crazy around here(I mean over the top busy) and the first thing that got sacrificed was my work outs & eating healthy. I lost myself to the needs & problems of my loved ones. I stopped focusing on what I needed to do for myself and in the process I lost my motivation to keep at it. I had trouble finding races that fit my schedule, they help keep me motivated. I began to focus more on others’ needs and less on my own. Well being new to this I am assuming running race season is wrapping up and mine has been less than desired. Am I giving up? NO!! It’s time to evaluate the past, learn from it, and move on. Thankfully I think some of the craziness is coming to and end and as for the rest of it well it will just have to wait as I do what I need to do for me & my health. I’m tired of being lost and it’s time to find myself again!!